Tuesday, February 12, 2008

and the cycle repeats...

[Passion, determination and a dominating spirit!]

That's my MSN nickname.

Been there for a few weeks and its been a long time since i am ACTUALLY ONLINE and AT MY COMPUTER... and i saw my nick and somehow it struck a chord with me at this very moment... cant really say why, what or how but it somehow made me ponder upon what i have been doing for the past few months and everything around me.

There's this feeling bugging me about my work, about how comfy i have gotten used to in what I am doing that I am just hovering around the comfort zone and not wanting to move away. This way or that way, i think its high time for me to find a way, to do something new, something higher for me to achieve and set for myself new directions. I do not exactly know where im going to start, but it had better be ASAP 'cuz time is running out (1 year to see whether i should stay or look for something else). Apart from this irritating getting-in-the-comfort-zone feeling, work's not a major problem to me at the moment...

Need to find the passion for all the stuff that is right in front of me right now, bball and stuff, and everything really seems to be on a do-as-they-come basis and i dun really like that feeling...need to have the determination to hold me through it all, all these stuff i wanna achieve and do and to have the dominating spirit to overcome whatever is there to stop me from moving that one step forward..

its time to live 2008 to the fullest with 6 weeks down the drain.
Yup people, you only have 46 more weeks before we see 2009.

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