Every unit surely will have some jokers and some troublemakers around...and normally these are the ones that will be influencing the others and managing these kind of people is normally a VeRy tricky and difficult task...not to mention that this is reservist and everyone's thinking is quite negative about coming back to fulfill this obligation. so well... and it didnt help that we had full-time NS inspectors watching over us...sense of defiance over the place and being caught in the middle, i can feel the air of hostility flying here and there between the top and the bottom...oh well...same ol' prob of top not looking at the btm's pt of view and vice versa and once it starts, it snowballs and an avalanche starts. *rolling rolling* and the 17th day really shows it all, our mock up exercise, ppl are sluggish, slow, grumpy...things really could be better and sometimes i feel i could have done a better job...oh well...rank-wise, they are higher so u cant really over-step and undermine their authority infront of others. but i do have to admit that i kinda let my unit cross THE line a little by not instilling more discipline in them. =)
Well...on the whole, this ICT is, i must say, quite fun and fruitful for me. While other people find it a disruption in their daily routine and whats worst, the need to stay in-camp for almost 3 weeks, i find it to be a rather good break from everything and it gave me some "alone" time to think about what I wan to do...kinda thought through wat i may wan to do for the next 5 years or what are my options for the near future like... going overseas to study + working overseas at the same time...see whether PSA is able to send me to one of their overseas port for more exposure and at the same time, use that opportunity to further my studies...if not, i may have to source for job opportunities over there myself...oh well, all these are tentative and maybe i will stay on PSA, maybe i will have other opportunities...we'll see...at least as of now, i think im a LITTLE bit refreshed and ready to go~~~
To end it on a high note...END OF ICT YEAR I, IX more ICTs to go~! yay~ 600bucks more in my bank account as of 7minutes ago...ah gong gave it to me...=) and 2008 is coming~!!! time to set some NEW YEAR resolution!!! get myself settled down, do some self-reflection and ready myself to start dashing forward~! climb to greater heights, better myself, stay fit, stay healthy, and cherish my time here on EARTH~ MUAHAHAHA~~!
To end it on a high note...END OF ICT YEAR I, IX more ICTs to go~! yay~ 600bucks more in my bank account as of 7minutes ago...ah gong gave it to me...=) and 2008 is coming~!!! time to set some NEW YEAR resolution!!! get myself settled down, do some self-reflection and ready myself to start dashing forward~! climb to greater heights, better myself, stay fit, stay healthy, and cherish my time here on EARTH~ MUAHAHAHA~~!